Just a little bug

 

Howdy! So...the writing a novel this month may not work out as well as I had hoped. I have not written much (if any?) since my last post. I decided this week that getting into law school and--fingers crossed--getting some grant money too is more important right now. So I have been concentrating on studying this week. I hope to be doing LSAT problems in my sleep come December.

I recently got the first time home buyer bug After looking through this adorable little house.   >>>

 I've been on Zillow.com. I've scoured through realtor.com. I have a problem! 

I am not going to tell you where it is because I hope it will stay on the market for long enough for me to have it as my very own. I actually did a walk through with a realtor, but when I got home and did some excel magic with all my debt, I started having heart palpitations. I am trying my very best to be responsible about this. Trust me though, I have a deep, deep need to drive to a bank right this second and beg them on my knees to approve me for a loan--any loan-- just so I can have this house. This is doubly irrational because this is the first house I have ever stepped foot in with the thought of possibly moving. I think the fact that it is a new and gorgeous house is the root of the problem. It has all hard wood floors and the cutest little courtyard attached, but the best part is the neighbors. I just love everything about it! 

So, here's the plan: do the debt snowball thing (see daveyramsey.com) hard core. And (don't judge me!) I might even start entering in some of those, "like us on Facebook and we'll give you $5million" sweepstakes. I actually entered myself for a few gift card giveaways today on southernsavers.com. Hopefully by the first of the year--probably REALLY wishful thinking--I will feel like I am in a little better shape to maybe take on a bit more in the way of living expenses.  

Don't worry. The law school dream has not been forgotten. I will sign up to take the LSAT in December. I can't actually enroll until 2015 though due to deadline cutoffs.

P.S.

Just in case you were wondering what the "after" looks like ;) The test is actually still a pencil and paper deal. I miss one out of every set, and its killing me. I'm getting my number 2 pencils ready!

LSAT practice--LET'S DO THIS!!

So…this is what I will be doing all week during my lunch hours. Can you work it out?

copied from  http://www.cambridgelsat.com 

This is what the logic portion of the LSAT looks like. It is the portion giving me the most grief! I am going to take this boogery test in December, so I decided this weekend that I need to GET ON IT! It would be awesome if I could kill this test and get some (all would be better!!) of law school paid for. It may be wishful thinking, but you have to dream big, right?!  

Random life update

Quite a lot has changed since 2012…

 I have unlocked the secret to all the crazy stomach issues I was having in 2012. Turns out I have food allergies! I had been trying to get myself figured out for a while--see all past blog posts dated 2012… I had been through multiple tests, scans, and scopes to nail down the issue. I was having terrible migraines, stomach issues, and acid trouble to name off a few of my previous problems. Honestly, I had all but given up on knowing the why behind my issues. I was so tired of spending a ton of money on tests only to be told that I was "healthy as a horse," or that "we can't find anything wrong." It was when I stopped sleeping that I picked the quest back up (about mid way through 2013). I just couldn't sleep. I couldn't go to sleep. When I did actually get to sleep I would start awake and not be able to go back to sleep for hours. I began sleepwalking…creepy! I was averaging about 3ish hours a night for about 4 months before I finally went in to a sleep doctor, thinking I had sleep apnea (a sleep disorder my dad has). I paid out yet another twelve hundred dollars for a sleep study. Guess what they told me? You guessed it! "There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You don't have sleep apnea. Your brain waves look good. You were very restless, but we don't think you have restless leg syndrome… etc." The doctor did say that beginning to sleep walk in adulthood does not happen…so he wanted me to do another sleep study, so that he could personally sit in and figure me out. 

Super frustrated, I finally decided to contact a holistic doctor. I filled out the thousand pages they wanted me to, and went to see the sweetest, most patient doctor I've ever met. Dr. Grace suggested that I try out an elimination diet. It was the week right after Thanksgiving, which would mean an incredibly sad holiday eating season, but I was so ready to feel better that I said I'd try it.  So, I took anything even a remotely tasty out of my diet for 8 weeks. We are talking everything…I couldn't even eat pepper.  Then I began to add everything back in slowly and was really diligent with keeping a list of what was going on with my body to document what might be the source of all my grief.  

Turns out (per my own elimination diet notes, and per blood work) I am allergic to wheat, soy, dairy, and eggs.

:(

:c

:,C

Good thing I ate a crap ton of ice cream as my last meal before starting the elimination diet… It is amazing what just changing my diet has fixed. I sleep. I don't have migraines (I do have headaches now and again, but I have only had one old school (knock me down) migraine since cutting allergies out of my diet…and that was after I decided I could have (literally) 2 bites of a friends full of allergens birthday cake). My stomach is completely normal. I do not have acid problems anymore (I was taking Prevacid every day, but it wasn't working). I feel 1000 times better, and I have lost a good 50 pounds to boot. 

I have to be a total food diva now. I have to research what goes into food. I have to ask a million annoying questions. I have to make servers ask the cooks random things. I have to order my food without anything ooey gooey on it. I can't eat cake. I can't eat ice cream. I can't even eat a freakin candy bar, but I really am fine! I am happy. It is worth it to me to make a fool of myself everywhere I eat. It is worth it to my body to just not eat cake. So, judge me if you will…but please, don't feel bad for me!

Enough of that! Some other things that are going on now:

I got my very own nephew in March :D He's the cutest, and I am his co-favorite aunt!

I just got my hair cut. I don't love it…

I have a sweet puppy (Luna). She's a Great Pyrenees. She's awesome, see?

I am trying to learn to run. I am so bad at it! I hope that one day it'll just happen if I keep trying! *fingers crossed!* 

I am participating in a non official novel writing month right now. I currently have about six thousand words written. Not terribly impressive for the eleventh, but better than nothing! Hopefully by the end of the month, I will have a semi completed collection of sideshow act related short stories. Sort of a book of origins (maybe). I have started stories on the strong man, the wolf boy, and a goat girl. We will see where it goes. I am trying to remind myself that finishing the whole collection isn't the important thing. Writing is.

I am studying for the LSAT. :/ That is a scary one to admit. I am putting it out there because a lot of people already know, and my boss (who I told in confidence) kind of let the cat out of the bag at work. So, I am just owning it now. We will just see what happens ;) **fingers double crossed**